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// Friday, December 7, 2007 4:26 PM
still having mixed emotions...
coz i know i will miss everything, everyone...
and...
esp you, thats why its more confusingyeahs.
you somewhat opened my heart and is entering it...nothing much to say, this whole year left nothing but sweet memories.
we cant go back and re-experience everything that's what makes it memorable.
the more something cant be reached, the more precious is it.
LOL, it was originally everything-goesleft but oh well,
IM USING ITdunno what to do next
anw i'll be mia from tml till 12th.
coming back at like midnight?
so yeahs, miss me XD
let it be a test, a test to see... things for myself.
blehs, suppose to be packing but oh wells.
i will missyou, you people
anw, this a kinda good site
www.wikihow.com
and this Be happy with who you are!
you can search for a lot of hows, as in a lot.
you search and you will know
299th post
// 11:52 AM
hmms, post about last night.
was super tired, while waiting lava to sms, fell asleep, not rly but dozed off~
later chatted with lava till near 11.50, needa sleep then went slp.
smsed joel, i said i've got a lot to say so he say later call him then chat.
but i went off to sleep...
later i woke up and ans a call, LOL, it was joel, at 1.44am liddat.
i thought he was oenry coz he told me to spread msg to sec 2 about bbq
so chatted till 3am liddat, then both go sleep.
during the time, woke my sis up and stuff.
i found out he called me twice. LOL... but i was soundly asleep.
what i know was, i think i was having a nightmare bahs.
my sis's tossing and turning freaked me out.
woke up at 11 coz parents forced me to,
i said i wanna slp and realise sis complained to mum and stuff.
had lunch, was forcing dad to eat veg, he argued and of course i lost.
what he said was, don't forget you are fighting with a professional.
LOL
most prob, last post will be today =)
then i will like announce the next blog's url?
HAHS
hellllosss! IM BACK!
// Thursday, December 6, 2007 6:34 PM
yeah, back from sjab leisure camp.
1st day kinda sian and stuff but yeaps.
got into groups and started some games then amazing race.
and its soooo tiring, and i can confirm we went dhouby ghaut to change mrt etc at least 4 times.
went bugis village, hdb hub, ang mo kio hub, toa payoh, bishan and nanyang poly.
we did stupid stuff like getting people to watch us perform and sing,
asking people about stuff etc, refer to photos.
my grp members are nice =D
the hdb hub one super funny, yueyoong's eye super sharp and saw mam wanteng n sir wenjie,
then bought food, names but start with S.A.I.N.T so got a lot of stuff then got natalie(?)
yeahs, then cannot finish so i suggested stupid idea of putting dirty tissue so they wont touch and worked coz they must check. and we went around lying etc.
nanyang poly's is so so so so so TIRING.
1st we go block s then needa go block f which is like the other end and its super duper far,
main gate to sidegate at least 4 times XD. maybe about there, i dunno.
then went back, relaxing, bathed and washed 2 doggies.
coz use toilet's hose and wash yy's and sharmine's hair... like dog liddat...
then went for dinner and balloon games after putting jacket in ava(step on attached balloons)
yeah, keep getting my balloons burst. sharon, nabil pro one. hahas.
went back ava room, super cold. then rested a while, and our lollipops disappeared along wif jacket then wenjie gave it to AC... OUR LOLLIPOPS LEIS!
was told many scary stuff then went back watched The Ghost Game, thai horror.
wasnt in the mood and too scared so jolene in front then use her block me.
she n sharon super pro, not scared one.
then once in a while oenry came disturbed.
of course, getting beaten and scolded. haha.
i nv watch the whole thing, bits and bites lor.
i know, behind part turn gore. LOL!!!
went sleep, super cold. yueyoong trembled like crazy. huddled or cuddled then slept a while
but woke up again.
finally my turn for night trail, yeahs i was the 3rd. so melissa said stuff, then made it scary.
the hall thing was scary, walked around whole school's arena block then cca block yeahs.
one part oenry lie down, i was like, wth nco sleeping when on duty?
lols. i went err... *stones* hello?
then he kept laughing and yeahs, amused or whatever.
finished all, laipeng(cant rmb sp) tried scaring me but saw her shadow so yeaps.
sat down then keep hearing oenry's scarings and ppl shrieking and stuff.
was told about pb's night trail. freaky la...
then went back bunk sleep.
zipped whole sleeping bag up. told sharon to look at me then cover the flip on top.
i was totally being stupid la, so i slept in that bag yeahs,
then i felt sick, made yanli accompany me in not sleeping...
yeahs, im mean, evil, whatsoever coz i was freaked out,
later soon, sun rises and stuff...
continued amazing race around chinatown, i was lik cannot run, exhausted.
walking crookedly, wobbly feets and stuff.
but we managed to finish and stuff, went back sch then went tiong get "happy meal!"
coz we ate ours so yeahs, then saw mum and sis getting books.
and i dun wanna elaborate. LOL.
hmm, then slack ard, eat lunch then went ava for "prize ceremony"
ate mcflurry, which i nv tried and dun like, in the room then give out "rations"
then went tiong wif sharon buy stuff and doing the butt dance or whatever, it goes~
cant rmb but keep doing it in fairprice.
one station we had to speak tamil, ask ppl teach then i said the word and the indian looked at me, my tamil not bad nehs?
went home and rotting now. very tired.
oh yeah, 1st station was... rofl, you hafta fill a bottle with water using your hands to contain it before reaching the bottle.
we were last and stuff... but we got 2nd in the end?
today we got 3rd coz kinda sian-ed
thats about all... kays, here come the photos
and coz they use my cam so i got photos of my grp, got vid also but no sound.
heres the album
HEREsame thing, pw is I LOVE LAVI!
OMG. IM EATING SKITTLES TO KEEP AWAKE>
its like only $1 so i bought
*flips to back*
best before 05082007
WHAT THE HELL! IM EATING EXPIRED STUFF.
RAWRR!
*sends domo-kun to attack fairprice*
but forget it, im too lazy and it wont kill
rawrrrrr
// Tuesday, December 4, 2007 5:20 PM
tml camp lazy pack.
back from sch to take consent form.
sch bookshop CLOSED.
starts freakin jinyan
jump n hug pillar, hit both ankles, blueblack...
pain la.
coz coop at home till siao already...
then went tiong walk walk wif sharon and yanli
then outside mrt start crapping about
*cough* those stuff*
don't think slanted or whatever shit.
sians, i lazy pack, no mood to go camp tml.
jaa'
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// 1:36 PM
... to a new blog...
i made it already, the url and the blogskin...
which is pretty and i wanna change it but saving it for my 2nd bloggy
lalala... im boooooooored.
super boreeeeeeeed.
*sings flavor of life*
i wanna memorise the lyricssssss~
anw,
hana yori dango parodystupid lor
and then, my dad found a cute ear piece, dunno from where
its like can retract and stuff de.
so wires wont tangle and stuff...
rawrr its m1 RIGHT?
// 11:33 AM
i've no idea but i sent my phone for repairs,
yeah it took bus/mrt and stuff and went there.
took phone back, EVERYTHING DEFAULT!
reset again then later send smses...
no one reply, pissed off.
then this morning 6 smses at a go!
RAWRR.. not my phone problem right?
and my mum got a n81 i think then my grandma likes it.
she threw tantrums, yeah she is this cute.
i think she got over it since the phone is kinda complicated and stuff,
now my phone seems alright =D
my dad said he know i like it then he said see first,
if there's a buyer for my o2 phone.
LOL. i kinda got used it so yeahs.
later needa go back sch at 3.30 to take consent forms.
SIANNNNNNSA
My dad say my monitor too old, wanna change to widescreen and my monitor,
will die soon. BUT I DON'T WANT WIDESCREEN!
i'm an idiot who would go zzz coz the proportion of the tv/vid isnt erm, right, yeahs.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....
i realised im pretty much of a perfectionist and nooooooooo...
for some random reasons
// Monday, December 3, 2007 6:07 PM
i DO feel older... hahas.
like i've mentioned, i saw the difference between a 12 and a 14.
lols. no offence to 12 yr olds.
these 2 years passed fast, everything that happened, only brief details are remembered.but this unwillingness to accept the truth that a year's over is currently present within me.all have to grow and move on with life.
everybody knows they had to cherish things before they finally pass and leave regrets, but most still don't seem to cherish them, or more of, they don't know how.
i remembered some things clearly while some might not remember the same things. i've learnt a lot things this year as in, gained more experience and knowledge. sometimes, i just can't wait to grow up and do all the things i want to do but at the same time, new responsibilities will be introduced and i never thought of wanting to accept them.
what i know now is to do what i'm supposed to do, do what i want, leaving no space for regrets since time can't be turned back, memories can't be rewinded...
it hit me that i shouldn't be as childish as im now, often. ahhh, i've no idea and i just felt like typing loads of craps. its just another 8-10 posts till another new blog. the url, i've already made it coz i don't want people to, unluckily, choose the same one as me.
XD yeaps. HMMS, suddenly felt like going back to cameron highlands and start playing like what we did in one of the rooms, watch those stupid (funny) gore movies, at the same time fearing we'll be too loud and chased back to our rooms, cramming in one small bed, complaining about the cold...
and the chalet too, that day when i went to Escape, passed that route we went to the chalet, flashbacks played. how we, esp me, carrying those bags and making our way there. my bomb XD and bags, how we tried to stay up... t
he most memorable was the water bombs! haha, played and ran around like nobody's business and then feared that security would kill us for wasting so much water.
okays, im listening to flavor of life which is the song on my blog, i think people reading would be feeling about the same as me bahs. music does affect the mood, ambience, atmosphere...RAWRR, this post isnt long enough~LYRICS TO FLAVOR OF LIFE (got from here)Lyrics & Music: Utada Hikaru
Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life
tomodachi demo koibito demo nai chuukan chiten de
shuukaku no hi wo yumemiteru aoi furu-tsu
ato ippo ga fumidasenai sei de
jirettai no nan notte? baby~
arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life
amai dake no sasoi monku ajike no nai doku
sonna mono ni wa kyoumi wa sosorarenai
omoitoori ni ikanai toki datte
jinsei suteta mon janai tte
doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to “uun. nandemo nai”
sayounara no ato ni kieru egao watashi rashikunai
sinjitai to negaeba negau hodo nandaka setsunai
“aishiteru yo” yori mo “daisuki” no hou ga kimi rashii janai?
The flavor of life
wasurekakete ita hito no omoi wo totsuzen omoidasu koro
furitsumoru yuki no shirosa wo omou to sunao ni yorokobitai yo
daiyamondo yorimo yawarakakute atatakana mirai
teni shitai yo kagiri aru jikan wo kimi to sugoshitai
“arigatou” to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life
ENGLISH:
When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life
Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration baby
When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in me
even when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away
When asked ‘ whats wrong?’
I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me
The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life
the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more
A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you
when you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
I NEED MORE HANA YORI DANGO-NESS
the parody is friggin' stupid and a disgrace to the show, in my case.
but at the same time freakin' funny. esp the cookies part.
the front part, the takes is extremely stupid...
link?
just go crunchyroll and search hana yori dango parody
domyouji in anime seems to be super ugly...
the anime quality isnt that good to me but oh well.
oh yeah, i watched this quiz which F4 had to take a quiz on how much they know Makino
Domyouji(Jun) full of confidence... in the end... LOL
all on crunchy...
and i rmb there was this band name F4, now i finally know how they got their band name.
it origins from hana yori dango, the drama version live action, was meteor garden.
both jap n tw version exists but i PREFER HANA YORI DANGO,
coz i watched it.
I LOVE IT!
DOMYOUJI-KUN!!!!!!
anw, I KNOW MY BLOG SONGS DO SCARE YOU,
COZ I SCARED ME AS WELL
T____T
songs sharing day?
// 4:52 PM
random photos
shared songs with rebe,
she sent me those super junior and tvxq songs
nice lar.
as in sooo nice, love their voices...
then later lava asked for jap n korean slowww songs.
sian liao thn anyhow bombed her with a lot.
she say too much then cancel most.
HAHA, purposely cancel the transferrin one
marry u and hug is sooo nice.
MATSUMOTO JUN!
// 11:53 AM
need more hanayoridango-ness
but no way am i gonna watch the anime.
hooked on flavor of life by utada hikaru.
anw, matsumoto jun looks so handsome la.
as in, with his permed hair kinda not that nice but i went to search,
he's one of the members in Arashi, no wonder its feat. arashi songs.
i like him in hana yori dango.
I LOVE HIS CHARACTER LA.
HAHA
my sis knows i like him then she was like,
you prefer who?
lavi or him?
if you prefer him i "take" lavi.
wth la.
LOL.
my lavi is in danger
hyd
// Sunday, December 2, 2007 7:24 PM
i finished both seasons in like 3 days coz 1st season 9ep, 2nd 11ep.
okay larhs. quite nice but might be boring for you.
watched on veoh, sometime cannot load properly.
maybe gonna watch dgrayman ep50 if out...
hana yori dango is kinda stupid and the anime is like horrible as in graphics.
i nv even think of watching it coz its like so eww
hope tuesday no training
birthday =D [escape!]
// Saturday, December 1, 2007 7:24 PM
err, happy world aids day!
thanks for all the wishes, thanks for the hugs too.
so basicly last night, i was still awake like on last few minutes of 30 NOV and 1DEC.
cindy wished me happy birthday at 11.58(shown on phone) then told me to enjoy the day fully(2mins)
HAHA. but she's the earliest and lava fell asleep.
thanks all, and yeaps, i was dealing with some personal problems, and nagging at sister till 00.30+
went escape today with lava's bro, lava and sis.
2 adults + 2 children = eligible for family combo
sis n her bro, pretty cold but better and that bro of hers, bragging n bragging
and took us the wrong way.
anw, we got it by paying for family combo which is $40.
adults $16.50 child $8.30
if not wrong, save a lot money lor.
i cant rmb sequence so i go by rides and stuff yeahs?
and i nv go there b4 so yeahs, my 1st
HAUNTED MANSION
funniest and stupidest.
oh yeah i am so brave. we reached escape like at 10.30 or so.
-1st
then we went haunted mansion, super funny.
sister was 1st then that worker guy scared her when we all were outside.
the going in part was horrible, i cant see anything and i was like, i wanna go out!
but cannot, my sis also didnt got out so we went in one row.
lava's bro in front and lava also in front.
we moved to second room liddat, i was hugging lava, if not pulling her bro's shirt
and looking down and moving and moving and screaming and screaming.
lava n her bro not scared coz dunno how many times.
last part got this human la, then scared her brother,
then finally got out!
lava complained about my sister coz she was pulling her shirt and we were like trying to *cough* take off her shirt
-2nd
after the 1st, i said i nv gonna go back in, ever again!
but was in the mood so went in, like so many ppl and the front door spoiled.
we wanted to run away but cannot coz lava n her bro... ZZZ
the funny thing was the safety thingy or board says something like,
"if you have small children with you, take care of them, or else they'll stay as one of us!"
anw, headache now >< style="font-weight: bold;">INVERTER
-1st
the 360 degree ride...
early what, so we took the front one.
so its like, kinda horrible since you are suppose to dangle up there and stuff.
lava thought i wouldn't go up but truth is, i did.
and starting i was screaming, then later i was bored then i shuddup.
its so fun, when we dangled up there, i kept screaming
"MY EYEBALLS ARE COMING OUT! NOOOOO!"
so funny la!
-2nd
2nd time we took middle and it was sooooooo boring...
then we nv shout lor, then enjoy only
RAINBOW THINGY
-1st
my sis not tall so one nice lady took her la as in accompany.
then 1st few times a lil scary coz got those feelings but shout for fun.
yeahs, cooling...
-2nd
nothing much, sis nv go up coz no adult pei.
GO KART
only 1 try
about 30mins waiting time?
then got in, 1st time doing it w/o rails, last time there is fixed path in hk disney.
then chiong then i was in middle so lava scared overtake.
the slope is steep and scary and its super fast la,
went few rnds smoothing then got one part after 2 slopes i crash into the sides.
lava heard a loud BAM.
so yeahs, bumped lava and her bro...
LOG THING
-1st
lava and her bro tricked us into sitting behind...
and i went wif lava, so my sis with her bro.
so cute la.
then i was shouting erm, those words when i came down and got super wet.
on the ride, we sung mary had a little lamb(lava's fave) and row row row your boat...
-2nd
switched, i sit in front which was scary...
nothing much coz when slide down, cant scream like whole stretch so i was like
AHHHHHHHHH *breathes in* AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
so funny la!
TEACUP THING
played a lot of time larhs, then sian.
so last time b4 going home i was sleeping on it.
haha.
MINI-ROLLER COASTER
sians
CARNIVAL
each of us got free $2 ticket.
played the horse raising thingy
prize: monkey.
its like soo cute and i want it so much.
if lava never get caught, i would've get it and nvm..
LOL.
I ALMOST WON BY A TINY BIT.
I WANT THE MONKEY!
ARCADE
during lunch went arcade.
then i played para para, lols, the love love again song keeps going love~love~
and its like so loud. played rmb me also LOL always play that coz nice mahs
then played the red blue green thing, got the spoilt one.
played daytona, got 3rd. my sis dunno how to play properly.
hahas, almost overtook va's bro but the stupid other cars blocked me!
played the other red blue green thing, i saw the red stuck then hit hard then...
yeahs, went in =X but its already sot what.
and we ARE suppose to hit hard...
then played 4 player shooting game, the army and war one, cant rmb name.
fun leis, my sis die then her bro then m then lava
she promote till sgt XD
i nv see the ins thing, which teaches you how to hold the long n big gun so i anyhow hold
and once i hit my teeth T___T
VIKING SHIP
-1st
so funny la, it gives me the i wanna die thingy as in fly~
not scary. sat at the end
-2nd
boring and sians
there's this funny guy who keeps saying he is jack sparrow and stuff...
BUMPER BOATS?
its like you will get super wet!
while waitin, some idiots sprayed water at us and my sister scolded em like siao.
anw, we got in, then we started spraying and stuff.
Its like a mini swimming pool and outside ppl can shoot also la.
so its like i aim for lava's bro head.
like washing hair then i shoot ppl i dunno know and he shoot me back
once i was in middle, lava's bro and that guy surround me and keeps shooting
and that uncle outside also aim at me, i came out super wet..
and best thing, all phones are in my bag so yeahs =D
still got what, cant think. so sad the roller coaster down...
rawrr...
i am super tired...
I WANT THE MONKEY!!! T___T
slept on the train back, till neck pain then came home, had dinner, ate cake and now im hungry,
LOL this yr all presents are you know, money.
WAAAAAAA, I WANT THE MONKEY!
that lucky lady who got the green monkey like put it on her bag
coz that monkey got those thing which you can stick each other.
and that lady keep appearing...
so saddddddd...
i am tired, just finished chores.
and no one online... waaaaaaaaaaa. i wanna chat on phone wif lava.
and me n sis still discussing about that mansion.
I AM NEVER GONNA GO BACK IN AGAIN!
UNLESS YOU VOLUNTEER TO BE IN FRONT OF ME AND GET HUGGED AND TORTURED BY ME XD
anw, i feel like saying this;
people who think they can disappear from the world w/o making any changes,
they are seriously wrong, very very wrong =)
was like nagging at sister coz yeahs, and yeahs.
lucky im not in the mood, if not i'll start blasting my thoughts and views etc on my blog
oh yeahs, my phone went crazy just now, my mum said its coz of the house.
as in haunted house, it got scared.
what happen was, no matter which direction we look, when the camera is on,
its always upside down!
amazingly right?
I WANNA WATCH HANA YORI DANGOOOOOOOOO!
the drama, lols, the anime seems to be pretty horrible?
288th post
// Friday, November 30, 2007 6:26 PM
288th post.
LOL!
anw, in the end im going escape tml...
finally going out...
rawrr...
who gave me e hug?
next time kindly tell me =)
HYD
// 9:05 AM
on last episode...
rawrr.
did something stupid just now..
i saw a brown paper bag, then what?
put it over my head and goes to half asleep sis and said
" I'M DOMO-KUN! RAWRR!"
lame enuff?
lols.
anw morning/afternoon ~
-
finished Hana Yori Dango,
gonna watch im a cyborg but thats ok, coz i've been wanting to,
then watch Hana Yori Dango Returns!
anw, i realised i watched HYD ending on tv before and i was complaining about
how ugly tsukasa was. but you the longer you watch you'll feel,
tsukasa is good looking and rui is ugly.
LOL
-i think i'll watch HYD, that movie seems boring so i gave it up...
i feel sick, i dunno hungry or whatt
